I really don't know what it is :') -

I really don't know what it is :')

That day stretch slowly,
then fly immediately
I can not rebuild my life
From the mess you made

I'm so tired of playing,
but you're avoiding me
As Avoid direct words
I cut myself with my sword

I'm drowning, until you are standing on the sidelines
See how the sun disappears on the skyline
Why does my heart not let my mouth to say "Goodbye!"
If you only knew how much I got tired

Put all your cares on me, like you used to do
Believe me when I say that I have no bruise
I wish I could get rid of you
and finally tell all the truth

I do not know why I'm torturing myself
Cause you so happy with someone else
I'm talking stupid things instead of leave
I close my eyes letting go of you, dear