all alone

I was happy and thought it was forever
But I should have been smarter
I was in the clouds and could not imagine that this is only a short dream
But now its end so painful for me
You put me down for a short time

And I'm all alone at home
And the rain outside the window
And I play my own sad song
I'm desperately waiting for the call
From a place where I think I belong
But I could not be more wrong

I know that the music will not leave me
Even if my loved ones have done it
But now I feel just awful, it's hard to breathe
But I can handle, although this blow in the stomach

And I'm all alone at home
And the rain outside the window
And I play my own sad song
I'm desperately waiting for the call
From a place where I think I belong
But I could not be more wrong

Why did you come to me when you need
Why are not you here with me when I need
Do not say a word, like we are close
Go away and close all doors
I do not want to pretend that we have a friendship like

And I'm all alone at home
And the rain outside the window
And I play my own sad song
I'm desperately waiting for the call
From a place where I think I belong
But I could not be more wrong