I can not

I'm stuck in space, nowhere to move
I Too long, too long hide from you
 I do not know how to say or what to do
I played with the guys, but I'm afraid you're not for
You know, the heart is furious that I just can not ignore
 I do not know how I lived before

But you rushish all the walls
Passing lines and break the rules
I've always been from the League of "good girls"
But now I can not be without you
But you break stereotypes
I see the shine in your eyes
Step over bans
I thought I could live without you,  I can not

I do not understand what you're attracted to me
You're good, but you have the soul of the devil
I'm scared what the outcome of this wrongness
Look, I'm very disgusted with myself, just hopeless

But you rushish all the walls
Passing lines and break the rules
I've always been from the League of "good girls"
But now I can not be without you
But you break stereotypes
I see the shine in your eyes
Step over bans
I thought I could live without you,  I can not

I'm too fixated, I thought I'll always be invariable 

And now I'm falling and crying for help, you will always be irreplaceable 

Unreachable, though I can touch you hand right now 

I do not know, do you feel at the same time that I'm drowning, falling down

But you rushish all the walls
Passing lines and break the rules
I've always been from the League of "good girls"
But now I can not be without you
But you break stereotypes
I see the shine in your eyes
Step over bans
I thought I could live without you,  I can not